Yamakaya

Yeah, so I am Yamakaya. NE.R's lead guitarist. Decided to throw one in for this blog since it's been pretty much dead for a while. While we are not exactly a well organised group of people, we have not received proper musical training what not, but we want to have fun doing something we love and playing music our way.

The songs that we have written are all inspired by our own life experiences, and have every part of our feelings in them. Here's another one that i have written for a while now.

Letters by letters

Written & Composed by: Yamakaya

(Intro)

Letters by letters I write for you

Feelings and feelings flowing through

Day by day

Word by word

With all things said yet these letters...

May never reach you

(Verse 1)

My feelings suppressed

By the things that you said

I just can't find a way to relax

I took to my pen

With thoughts in my head

And like water the words just flowed through

To these letters for you

(Pre-chorus)

Why do I feel so frustrated?

I can't seem to find a solution

But through all these is words is the only way I feel soothed

(Chorus)

Even in my dreams you and I are broken

I open my eyes and I have not woken

I try to scream

But it just can't reach

(Verse 2)

I go on my days

With my world looking grey

Is this the price i have to pay?

But who can I blame?

I have myself to hate

As my tears of regrets just flow to 

These letters for you

(Chorus)

Even in my dreams you and I are broken

I open my eyes and I have not woken

I try to scream

Through my pen and sheets

Once upon a time I was so close to you

Once upon a time I just couldn't be true

You are my dreams

Why didn't I see?

(Outro)

Letters by letters I wrote to you

Feelings and feelings flowing through

Day by day

Word by word

I sing this song as my final...

Words for you

P.S. I loved You.....

Long Hiatus and Probable Disbanding of N.E.R

Hi viewers (if any). I have an unfortunate announcement to make. Due to lack of commitment as well as time from the band members of N.E.R, the band is going to be on a long hiatus and may not return again.

We have not been able to spend a lot of time practicing and everyone is just so busy with their individual commitments. Nobody seems to be giving a damn about the band either. So there you have it, N.E.R will probably disappear for some time or forever.

I will however still be updating occasionally, and writing songs when I have ideas, so please do check back occasionally (if any).

Instead, you can check out my personal blog page in my google account which might not be updated as much as well. You can learn of the miserable life of N.E.R-Deon. Just joking, you don't have to really because I don't really have a miserable life!

Therefore~~~

Until further notice of the band's return, N.E.R will disappear temporarily.

Cheers!

N.E.R-Deon

New Song Idea (WIP)

Title: This Fake Love Song
Song Writer: N.E.R - Haru
Music Composer:

In this stormy night
Two souls met the first time
The feeling was so right
It was love at first sight~

Thinking of all the things you dislike
Pondering things that make delight
Blighting all things you hate with might
Hoping you will see the brightest light

Now in this cold evening you replied
The loneliness bottled in your insides
"Thinking about you day and night"
No questions asked; "You loved me right?"

But does it even MATTER
You keep leaving in this MANNER
Thinking nothing but yourself
The thought of us together is null

Chorus:
Now what were your feelings back then?
Till now trying to un-der-stand
But the answers I searched are never there
This fake love story that tells despair

Oh why ai ai ai ai~
You lie ai ai ai ai~
The light once shone so bright
Destroyed by your dark side
Our tales were once so fine
But right now...
It's just not right

Lyrics for Just So For You To Smile Again

Title: Just So For You To Smile Again
Song Writer: N.E.R - Haru (Edited by N.E.R - YamaKaya)
Music Composer: N.E.R - YamaKaya

We just talked not too long ago
But the chemistry we had was strong
I can't bear to hurt you - why would they?
A helpless girl thinking of a way...

(Verse 1)
You told me you were tired
Stressed up by those nonsense
I aided with advices
Shut down with silence 

You said you had no emotions
I know you're faking it all
Just to make me a stranger... Like them all

Oh i believe that i can be
Better than them, i feel so strongly
Now can't you see or could it be
That you're not giving any chances? 

(Chorus)
If you ever feel troubled or helpless, I will be your guide
If you need a companion, I'll wake up in the middle of the night
Now can't you see, who i can be?
If you ever fall down, I can give you a helping hand
If you need to be alone, I will understand
I don't care about who I am to you
I just need to, I just need to, see you smile again.

You told me about your painful past
Things that were just too harsh
But you won't, but you won't, but you won't, but you won't even let me ask.... 

(Chorus)
If you ever feel troubled or helpless, I will be your guide
If you need a companion, I'll wake up in the middle of the night
Now can't you see, who i can be?
If you ever fall down, I can give you a helping hand
If you need to be alone, I will understand
I don't care about who I am to you
I just need to, I just need to, see you smile again.

Oh...not a chance
I'm not asking for a chance
Oh...not the past
Forget about the past
The only thing i ask, I only ask...

(Chorus)
If you ever feel troubled or helpless, I will be your guide
If you need a companion, I'll wake up in the middle of the night
Now can't you see, who i can be?
If you ever fall down, I can give you a helping hand
If you need to be alone, I will understand
I don't care about who I am to you

In the end I don't need a chance
I just need to, I just need to see you smile again.

Lyrics for Procrastination Virus

Title: Procrastination Virus
Song Composer: N.E.R - YamaKaya
Music Composer: N.E.R - YamaKaya

12 o'clock, I woke up that day
Drag myself out of my bed
Turned the page, should i work hard today?(that's right)
NO 

Lay in bed, stared at blank space
My model kit; laid to waste
Should get up, or should i wait?
Let's wait 

Tick Tick Tock Tock
The clock moves on and yet i haven't even bathed.....

You see procrasination is like a virus
The longer you wait, the more goes to waste 

Come on, Come on, Come on,
We gotta move on
Come on, Come on, Come on,
Why wait so long
Come on, Come on, Come on,
We can't hold on
Whoa....

Come on, Come on, Come on,
There's no time to waste
Come on, Come on, Come on,
Or it'll be too late
Come on, Come on, Come on,
Let's go ahead 
COME ON!

You said let's go yesterday
I said let's move our butts today
But since our motivation didn't meet up
Let's give up.....

Ti Ti Ta Ta
The rain comes down and yet i'm still all asleep....

You see procrasination is like a virus
The longer you wait, the more goes to waste 

Come on, Come on, Come on,
We gotta move on
Come on, Come on, Come on,
Why wait so long
Come on, Come on, Come on,
We can't hold on
Whoa....

Come on, Come on, Come on,
There's no time to waste
Come on, Come on, Come on,
Or it'll be too late
Come on, Come on, Come on,
Let's go ahead 

Oh~ let's not procrastinate
Who know's we've how many days
Let's go before we drop dead

Lyrics for A Song About Us And This Starry Night (WIP)

Song Writer: N.E.R - Haru
Music Composer: N.E.R - N.E.R - YamaKaya

Title: A Song About Us In This Starry Night

Alone in this park one night

Lingering feeling in my heart

Holding on to something tight

Can't understand my feelings... now

Passing bars and pubs all night

Downing liquor with all my might

Wandering these streets that we used to go

Hoping to see you smile once more

But I know

I know it's impossible

Chorus

Our troubled lives have made us cry

The voices echoed in our minds

I pen my thoughts within this night

And wrote this song with all my might

A song about us and this starry night

A song about us and this starry night

I once believe I cant achieve

A song for you, a song for me

Carrying on my destiny

Hoping you'll return to me!

Now won't you return to be by my side

I miss your presence every day and night

My silent cries are going unheard right

If only you will be mine, just one night

Right under this starry night